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Can't find the "GB-3". /// Chocolate (again?) "Hershey's" milk -- drops 40 and 40 and 40 then 40 = 160. I made a decision, that instead of bringing Alay with me in the car and leaving Puddypie and Zila home, I decided, despite getting stranded the other day and staying at the house, to leave Alay home (because she has not been wanting to come with me) and to bring Puddypie and Zila. And so I did! This is the first time ever for Zila to be taken in the car (or any car) like Puddypie with a harness and leash. I loaded up the car and we went to "Fry's". I now have $114 (rent money order). Then to "Pets Mart". I now have $74 (she gave me $2 in quarters so it would have been $76). {- I don't count the coins with my money, too much to do!} This is the first time I have ever bought 2 boxes of cat litter! My 3 cats use a lot. And some cat food -- the cats, inside and out eat a lot. Then to "Autozone", and I called mother there about my "GB-3". Then to the library. Then home to unload. Then we went to the house. Puddypie was wildly happy to be there again, and I was surprised that Zila seemed to take to being at the house quite well. But Zila never looked out the window when we were rolling. We did not stay long. Pulling out more whiskers. Now my face is the most bare that it has been except for shaving it. Raisins!!! Worked 0.0.
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I LOST MY LAST PAGE {-of this Record Book. I found another page, and copied it, for my last page.} Chocolate "Ghirardelli" milk -- drops 20 then 20. "Trader Joe's" "Golden Raisins" -- 2 {mouthfuls?} It says on the first package; "Our Thompson Seedless Raisins are sun-dried and processed without any sulfur dioxide." And these raisins, the "Golden" ones, have sulfur dioxide. What liars these people are. You can't have it both ways: Boasting about one product being natural and free of any bad stuff and at the same time to have another product that has it and is not natural. {-I could never be dishonest like that!} One of my stocks is so low that to buy 10,000 shares, I would have $12 in it! I should check over all my stocks. I own too many stocks! I own too many bad stocks! If all my stocks were good stocks, then I would be doing really great with my stocks! The last day of the year! Hooray! And the last page of this stupid book! I redesigned it for the next year. With 13 file folders {put into it} and 21 rings! The rings are 1.25". {And the file folders that divide groups of pages are brite yellow-orange, brite pink-red, and brite green.} /// Chocolate "Hershey's" milk - drops 40 and 40 and 40 = 120. / Chocolate "Ghirardelli" milk - drops 20 and 20. / Chocolate "Hershey's" milk - drops 40. Chocolate "Hershey's" "Raspberry Chips" -- drops 40 (There is only a slight raspberry flavor in this "dark" chocolate.) And then drops "40". I see in my old number book that this is the last day of BXY. And tomorrow will be the first day of BXZ. I'm surprised that it has been a very quite day. The mexicans have not made their usual noise. / Mexicans again playing their loud idiotic music. Worked 0.
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My new book! Is it going to work? The mexicans are playing their music again! /// Chocolate "Hershey's" milk -- drops "40" and "40" and "40" = "120". / Chocolate "Hershey's" milk - drops 40 and 40 then 40. Getting slightly dizzy today. I got out today - very late. But looked at my car. I had Puddypie and Zila and Alay out. I found that the electrical cable going into the distributor cap was not secure. There was nothing holding it! It was sitting there loose. I was switching it with the coil (it was not going to fit) when I found that there is a tiny black ring on the ends of those things that had busted in half. So I crimped the end with the crimper that is in my new tool set that I got from mother (I had found it in the trunk of her car being totally wasted and so she gave it to me) and it hooked! "Ghirardelli" milk --- drops 20 then 20. Worked 0.0.
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I keep having pains here and there and burping so I started eating. Working on my ultimate starship (kite) design again! But it is very frustrating!! For awhile I could not get anywhere and I wondered if I was ever going to. The first (new) method did not work: Some days ago I took a much larger piece of wood and put all my lines on it with pencil and then I put the piece of wood in the vice and sawed off all the corners and then (on another night) I tried to carefully sand it down to my lines. That did not work. I don't know what went wrong. I sanded and sanded and could not get it equalized. So (some days ago) I tried to match it to my design on paper that I had first made. I tried it again tonight and decided that that wasn't working either: My piece of wood has been getting smaller and smaller. It is much smaller now from when I started. So I started writing the dimensions on the wood itself and working from there. And now after working on it for hours, I finally have success! It is now; front; 34.5 and 34.5. Rear; 56.5 and 56.5 I started with it being 90 millimeters long, now it is only 76.4! I wish things weren't so difficult for me! Working on ultimate starship primary hull modified design (on paper, first ever). /// Mexican music again! I am getting sick and tired of this. I hear it almost every day. Chocolate "Hershey's" milk - drops 40 and 40 and 40 then 40 = 160. I now have $65. (More bread at the bakery outlet. Not only is it very low cost here, but I get free stuff!) What's wrong with my car??? It quit on me again when I was at Metrocenter with Puddypie and Zila trying to get a computer at one of the libraries. I am trying to figure out how to make some money. I decided to go to the library and to check on all of my stocks. I went to 3 different libraries a total of 5 times trying to take a look at my stocks to see if I could determine something. Then when I had not yet got a computer, my car quits on me in the intersection. So I got out and started pushing. I had the green arrow so I turned left. Then some guys came along in a small white sedan and 1 guy came out and helped me push. There's no place to turn off at Metrocenter! Then another guy came from across the street and he joined in. At one point when it was only me, Zila wanted to get out! Then we got the car all the way into the parking lot, they took off, and I got in and it started when I cranked it! So I took off and barely got to the library for my "appointment", but in the hour, I did not have enough time to look at all of my stocks spending a few seconds on each one. So I went to another library to finish the list. I now have $52 ("Fry's" "Chef Boyardee" and carrot roots). Worked 0.0.
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I have been having trouble all "day" with pressure and burping. What's wrong with me??? Or what did I do wrong? {The chocolate!} It seems that I will never make any money this way!!! How do I make some money? I have been waiting a long long time for the stock market to go up. Will it ever go up? /// Chocolate "Hershey's" milk --- drops "40" and "40" and "40" (and "40"?) then "40". Alay came and got under my chest again, but this time she went through a hole in my shirt! And I started laughing and laughing. I guess she did not like that, so she moved herself out and away. Trying to make money in the stock market. At least in a bear market, is like trying to dig for buried treasure. Checking through my stocks again at the library. I now have $49 (raisins again at "Trader Joe's"). I had trouble finding them and so I went and said to a guy; "I need help". And then he turned away and I think he said; "Don't we all". I had also looked at the cheeses. I wanted to buy some but I am too low on money now. Then after having looked over my stocks, I went to the house. I wanted to call Schwab, but mother asked me to take the counter top that Carolyn had brought, out of the garage. So I said okay. I had not intended to do any work. But I carried out the first piece (it was large), and I noticed that it was put together with a bolt system that I had never seen. And I thought; all I need to do is to put a wrench on those and I can get them out. So I did and found that when I took them out, the counter fell apart. Mother had said that Eric said that he could not piece together this counter top to make it fit the work top (on the east wall). Then I got to thinking that maybe I could put the pieces together so that it might fit. And it did! Then I took off an edge that mother did not want on there. And when I was sanding on it, a bit of something went straight into my eye, I had put on the eye shield! But it wasn't good enough. After I was finished, I got to feeling bad, so I ate. Then I looked over some of my "Schwab" stuff and then called. The guy wasn't any help, but I found that if I want to, I could buy 100,000 shares of one of my stocks! This was the third outing for Zila. I had Puddypie and Zila out in the cold for a much longer time this time. After awhile, I kept finding Zila down in the trunk. Was she cold? Zila was much more of a nuisance this time. She kept (on the way home) getting in the way of the controls. Then I showed her what was out the window and then she kept looking out the windows as if the things she was looking at were moving, instead of us. My car did not quit on me. Worked 3.5.
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Having a major bad time again with pressure and burping. I haven't eaten that much have I? Trapped in the shower! / To bed (if I can). /// I need more space! {-In this book.} I now have $36 (Omni gasoline). I now have $35 (library). Chicken Egg Nuggets! First in many years. Full name for these would be; "Chicken Egg Nuggets - Master's Best Three Seed with Raisons". Mother did not want any (she said she was sick to her stomach). At one point when she saw me frying a batch I said to her; "Does it make you want to vomit?" = Starting to cook and eat on 4 batches of my "CHICKEN EGG NUGGETS". First in many years! 4 dozen eggs, 1 dozen at a time: This time I put in (to the chicken eggs and 1 teaspoon salt with some butter for the frying pan) raisins cups 1 to 1.5 and the "Oroweat" "Master's Best Three Seed" slices 2 (once 3). {-But not enough bread.} Worked 4.0.
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BLANK /// I now have $34 (library). My car quit on me again! I don't see how the problem could be a short like Eric said, when it quits and won't start and then after I have turned off and stopped, then it starts. It is probably my bad carburetor! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! I am sick and tired of my bad carburetor. Worked 5.0.
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Donuts! First in years. "Entenmann's" "Softee Variety" - 3. They are poor, but they were free. Alay liked it. /// A long cold ordeal: I wanted to go to the library again today to do some more checking on the stocks, but I decided that I could do that Monday {tomorrow} and that I should go straight to work. Worked 3.5. After doing some work, I lit the fire and spent some time in front of it working on my larger ultimate starship primary hull (kite) design. Strangely, I did not get warmed up until awhile after I had eaten the apple fruits. (They were warming me up from within.) It went fairly well, I power sanded off the bottom and then later the rear sides at an angle. Although I angled the rear sides more than I wanted to. Then I fiddled around and stayed too late. Then I remembered my water and filled up my 15 jugs and took them out to the car. {The water was bad at the park, so I would fill up my gallon jugs at mother's house and take them home.} Mother seemed to be in a good mood so I asked her to come out and see how my "Accelerator Stick" works because I was about ready to start up the motor. She declined as usual saying that she doesn't have her shoes on and that it's too late and too cold. So I went ahead but the motor would not start. So I leashed up Puddypie on the hand rail and pushed my car into the carport. I worked on my car for awhile. I came in several times to get things and to put more wood on the fire. Mother did not know what was going on (she was sleeping away), and I wanted to keep it that way if I could. I had gotten out the tool kit that mother had given me. I was hopeful. At least I had not gotten stranded out on the street somewhere in the dark and the cold. I was thinking that if I could find the problem here and now, then I could put an end to my quitting problem. I determined that there was no spark coming from the coil. I did not know what to do next but I found a connection that was not connected all the way, and when it was apart, the motor would not crank. And also when I put it together, I had spark! So confident that I had solved my quitting problem, I put everything away and got puddypie and went for home. I was going along on Dunlap and to my horror, the motor quit again! I coasted as far as I could. Then I got out and pushed.
Fortunately this being very late on a Sunday night, there was very little traffic (actually, the very best time of all {to be out late}). I pushed my car aways and was hoping to get it pushed all the way to the corner of 19 Avenue and Dunlap. But I saw traffic coming, so thinking that I would rather be safe, I pushed it off of the main street. I opened the hood and got out my tools and started working on it. It was dark there and so I needed my flashlight to see anything, and that bothered me. So I decided to wait for some traffic to go by and then to see if I could get my car pushed to the corner where I wanted to go. So I got to pushing. Then I saw across the street (on the south side), that there was a well lit empty parking lot. And it seemed that it might be too much up hill to get it to the corner that I had in mind. So I turned it across the street and pushed it into the parking lot and stopped it under a light. There I (and Puddypie) was to stay awhile. There, was to be our "home" for 3 hours. I worked on it some more, but could not do anything. I did not know what to do. I did not know what's wrong with the car. What would let it go okay and then it quits and won't start? But I did know that if I keep using up my towings, that would be bad. So I was hoping to get this thing solved. I can't go on like this!!! I must get this thing solved! I wasn't far from Eric's house, and it was very late, so I got to thinking; why not wait awhile longer and then see if I could get Eric to come to help me. {Good luck with that!} I had left the security of the house {Mother's house, I don't have one} (at about 3:00) and I was wishing I hadn't. I was thinking that I could be sitting in front of the fire staying warm. (But there was Puddypie, what about him?) The most difficult part was trying to keep my knees from being cold all time. I was thinking, that if I had some sort of small heater down on the floor by my feet that would warm up the cab, that it would probably not be any unpleasant to be waiting in my car. And then I thought; I should have a blanket or 2 blankets in my car. I kept thinking: That when the daylight comes, it should start warming up. I was also thinking, that I could be as warm as I wanted if I was at home. I was thinking; maybe I can get Eric over here to help me and if I wait for the daylight, it should warm up some and give me or us some light to work with and when it gets later, businesses will be opening, so all I had to do was wait and survive the cold for awhile and maybe I can get this thing solved. I did not know what to do, so I waited. I had to keep drinking my water and I had to urinate a lot: - 3 times - but I held it for a long time. I looked at my starship design a bit. I comforted Puddypie and held him some, He was going to go to sleep once or twice, I don't know if he slept. I saw some suspicious people come by. But I was not in a bad place. It could have been much worse. I could have been on the side of the street in the dark. The traffic never stopped and later it increased. And I began thinking what a strange world it must be when people must get started so early that it won't be daylight yet for awhile. I called Eric. There was no answer. So I waited some more. Then I called him again and got Joy and Eric was up also. I talked to Eric for a few minutes. He did not want to come and help me saying that it was dark and there was no power and that this situation was my problem. -- I could see it from his point of view on this point but I pointed out to him that I was under a light and that it should be getting light soon. (And what does he need power for?) We had mostly concluded when, I guess his phone went out on him. {Now I'm thinking; maybe he hung-up on me. He likes to do that nonsense to me years later. The reason these things never gets solved is because I can't do it myself, no one helps me, and I don't have the money to pay for repairs.} So I was then thinking that I had done all this waiting for nothing and I was going to need to call for a "tow" after all. So I cranked the motor one more time, and it started! So I made a mad dash for home keeping my speed up high when I could, so if it quit I would be able to coast aways. And keeping my foot on the accelerator most of the time so that it would not stall on me. (It could quit at any time, but not stall.) And hoping that it would not quit. The handling seemed strange, but maybe it was all that water in the trunk. {-15 gallons.} And I got home! Puddypie and I got home. By then it was starting to get light. And I did not have a problem with Zila trying to get out because she does not want out in the daylight. I did not get to bed until very late, but I was glad to be home.
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/// I had to wait to do something about my car. So the next day {today}, I took my bike out and brushed off the dust and rode it to get the tires aired up. (They were not very low.) Then I rode to "Checker", phoned Eric and mother, did not get any one at first, then talked to mother. Then I came home and rode to "Autozone". Here I bought some grease. It cost c80 less than at "Checker"! The same exact thing. So I talked some more at "Autozone" about my car. I now have $31. I liked the silver coil better at "Checker" although it cost more and it had a dent in it, so I returned to "Checker" to buy it. But in this short of time a shipment had come in and he got another silver coil for me that had no dent. So I now have $14. So then I rode home and instead of putting in the coil, I left it and rode my bike to the library because I wanted to check on the stocks. Again, that was not to be. Because when I got there I put my bike inside against the wall and walked over to get a computer. At this point I had less than the hour. But the woman, like the first woman, was giving me trouble about my bike being inside. {Everyone gives me trouble!} We argued for a few minutes. Then not being able to get a computer to check on the stocks, I walked out. It was infuriating and I rode home being angry at the stupid people and their anti-people policies. {-Because of this, they made me walk to the stupid library many times when I had a excellent bike to ride.} So I went in early and did not let the cats out again. I decided to walk to the library tomorrow so that I could check on the stocks, and while I was there, to tell them what's what and that if they did not solve this problem, that I am going to sue. Worked 0.0.
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Very strange thing: I could not get to sleep for hours because everytime I would start to drift into sleep, It felt like my mind was starting to go crazy, so I would wake myself up and then a strange heat sensation would go through my body, and I was wondering what was going on. /// Chocolate (I wish I had gone to this earlier, and I dreamed about eating mouthfuls of chocolate.) "Ghirardelli" milk -- drops 20 and 20 and 20 = 60. The next day - Tuesday {today}, I put in the new coil. My hands got black. Can't I keep my hands clean? {This is what really turns me off with doing mechanical work.} Then I took what I figured that I needed and walked to the library. I got a computer almost immediately and a different group of people were there. So I got a computer and started looking. And I said to the guy sitting to my left: "Does anyone call you Bruce Willis?" Things are happening now! Several of my stocks have gone up some. The second account is up $200 in only 2 days and is now above the even $10,000 mark. And I put in a buy for 100,000 shares! {Bad, bad buy.} Sometime at about the middle of last year I had decided that by the end of the year the down trend will be over and that stocks will start on their way up. {Wrong again.} And if the bear market is now at an end, and if this is now a bull market, which I think it is, then the market will now be with me instead of against me, and it will be a very different story. {No, same old story.} I had just barely done everything that I wanted to do in the hour. Then I got up (some one was waiting) and walked over (after the bathroom) and started talking to the man that was there. At the end, and to my surprise, he typed a "letter" into his computer that was my complaint and saying that I will sue. I did the best that I could with wording it on the spur of the moment, and he typed it in hurriedly. So it wasn't done very well. And then he had it printed and he gave it to me! This is better than talking to a person; they should be reading it and I get to keep a copy of it! There is no title on it, only the date and my name and phone number. {Nothing every came of this, maybe all he did was give it to me.} I forgot to mention that when I was returning from "Autozone", when I was on 15 Avenue, a truck went by and then a car, something fell off of the trunk and then the car ran over it and it made a loud clanking noise and they both kept on going. I turned around and went out into the middle of the street to see what it was -- and it was a wrench! Size 13. This is the first wrench that I have found on my bike rather than in my car! Worked 0.0.
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/// Alay clawed me on the nose between my eyes when I was asleep. Chocolate "Ghirardelli" milk -- drops 20 and 20 then 20 = 60. / Chocolate "Ghirardelli" milk -- drops 20. I went to Mark's in my car and talked to him about my car. Then I went price checking for the part that Mark had told me about and to the library. Some of my buy got bought! - But only 10,000 shares. But the most amazing thing is that the ask did not come down! (-at 0.0028. ) Finally! I refunded the clutch cable that I had bought at "NAPA". It lasted a shorter time than any of the others - only 5 months! So I now have $41. I now have $166 (paid). I now have $80 (gas bill). THE NPP. Loud music playing for a long time while I was working when I thought of this; THE NPP. - Neighborhood Pollution Patrol. A phenomenal day and night! I was able to keep going all time! -- Like a normal person! In the long ago past this was unheard of for many years for me. But now it has been happening once in awhile. Worked 2.0.
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/// Chocolate "Ghirardelli" milk -- drops 20 and 20 then 20 and 21 = 81. Next day. I went to the library to check on my stocks. nothing happening that I saw. It seems that the market will be down again tomorrow or will mostly straight line. It is getting stormy out. I now have $46. I went to "Autozone" and paid for the ignition control module unit. I met Teresa's brother and we talked a bit. I offered him my "Chicken Egg Nuggets" but he said no without knowing anything about it. Later Teresa walks in the room and sees my bowl in front of me and she says; "What is that?!" I told her. Then she wanted to taste it, so I went and got the large pan and said; Get a fork and (get) a nugget. So she did. I think she liked it and was surprised that it was sweet. And she had to get her brother to taste it also so she went and "stabbed" another nugget for him and went over and put it in his mouth (is she pushy?). Or maybe she liked my Chicken Egg Nuggets so much that she had to share. I had a lot of trouble keeping myself going tonight. The "Original Double Chocolate Chip Cookie" --- cookies 5. I secured one of the front lamps. It was hanging crooked for years. It was rather difficult. It took 4 different screws! It wasn't hardly any cold last night or tonight wearing the same 3 sweaters that I was wearing the night I got stranded. My car quit again! Twice. But I was almost home -- going to get my mail and it started again both times. Worked 4.0.
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/// Chocolate "Hershey's" milk -- drops 40 and 40 and 40 then 40 = 160. / Chocolate "Ghirardelli" milk -- drops 20. I now have $45. I went to the Metro library today. There is much more room there. News: Well, the market did go down as I thought it would, despite it being Friday. I might have thought that because it's Friday, and because it has been down for several days, that it will go up. But that would be wrong thinking. I trusted the charts that I saw in yesterday's paper which was Wednesday's information. That's strange. The bad news is that for whatever reason, nearly everything is down. (But good news for buying.) The "sort of" good news is that my so far -- 10,000 shares stock - "Decisionlink", did not go down. But it is strange that the ask went a bit higher! And one of my stocks -- "Matrix", shot straight up! With it being $8.00 and the ask at $8.95! And I put in a buy for "Zila". I am taking a chance because it is not at the bottom like I had wanted. But it seems to be in one major Winddown! And I don't want to miss it. I don't want to happen what happened with "Panaco". I kept missing the Winddowns. Then on I think it was the third Winddown, I bought it. It went up a tiny bit higher, and then nothing but down after that. And I am now at a 71% loss. The "Original Double Chocolate Chip Cookie" -- cookies 3. Worked 4.0.
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My car has not quit today or tonight, but I rushed home. When I got home, there was Cutie and the black mother cat, but no black kittens! I wonder where they are. I am getting worried. I have been able to get friendly with the 3 black kittens (the one with white on the face like Puddypie is gone -- weeks ago. I do not know what happened), but not the mother yet. It's a long long waiting "game" with my stocks. It seems that the next ones for selling will be "Laserscope" and "Orthologic". It seems that it takes a long long time for anything to happen. But at the same time events can go by in a "very short" time and many things can be missed. /// Chocolate "Hershey's" milk -- drops "40" and "40" and "40" then "40" = "160". Today, when I came out, "all" 3 black kittens showed up to eat my food. That was a relief. Then I got to work prior 4:00! But then Kevin came (oh dread). But I started a talk that was a good and long talk. I don't have room to go into it if I did remember, but maybe he actually learned something from it. Worked 4.0.
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I rushed home again and my car did not quit. After getting home Puddypie attacked a cat and I think that cat was Cutie because she was the only cat that I saw around and then she was gone and I could not find her. I hope I see her again. I got after Puddypie about it but I must put him straight in from now on, for awhile. I don't know when he will ever learn! The kittens did not come! I think they must be moving on out from under my trailer. Maybe to George's place {lot 85} to get more food. I wish I could take them as my cats. Cutie got away from me because she has lived outside too long. But I'm poor. I wish I could do more. I can't keep taking in cats, I have 3 now. A strange pain in my left leg. I don't know what it is, but it did not last long fortunately. It was in the upper part above the knee in the middle, in the rear. It seemed hot today, I needed the car window open on the way to the house. /// Chocolate "Hershey's" milk -- drops "40" and "40" and "40" and "40" = "160". I feel totally wiped out. Chocolate "Ghirardelli" milk -- drops 20 then 22? If you poop standing up, you need to be a good bombardier. It got warm today. I had a very difficult time getting myself going. The kittens showed up again today. I wish I could take them as my cats. The black mother cat whacked my finger with her paw! But she did not use her claws. I have been doing my best to get friendly with her. BLANK Worked 1.0.
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I rushed home again tonight. /// Chocolate "Hershey's" milk -- drops 40 and 40 and 40 then 40 = 160. I had a very difficult time getting a computer that works at a library today. And I was wondering for awhile whether I was going to be able to get anything checked. I also had a difficult time with my burping problem today. It "started" in the library. The kittens showed up for food again today. Then I went to the closest library (with Puddypie. By the way, Puddypie has recently gotten very good at minding me: When I let him loose when I am getting ready to go home, he has not gone off the property. And when I get him in the car in the day when I am getting ready to leave home, even though one or both left doors are open, he stays in the car.) I got the 15 minute computer and the computers were very very slow. It took me a long time to check on only 2 stocks and I could not get into "Schwab" far enough to print. More "Decisionlink" got bought - 5,000 shares only. But the ask is up higher! I was sitting there and I was feeling a small twisting like pain in my back in the upper right. I did not know what it was (and also have a tear in my grey shirt in about the same place). Then I went to "Fry's" and some bad pains started coming, so I took a "GB-3" and then went in. I was having a lot of bad burping when I was standing in line to buy some carrot roots. I now have $39. Then I went to pick up the ignition control module at "Autozone". Then I went to the library closest to the house. I was going to have to wait awhile, so I went to the Metro library and found that I had to wait a much longer time. This is the best of the 3 libraries so I waited. Nearly everything is down again. When I was getting around in my car, I was feeling strange. And when I got a computer again -- "Bigcharts" had changed their charts! I now have $74 (paid). Worked 0.0.
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Now that I have the flux capacitor ---- I mean the ignition control module, I did not rush home tonight. I saw the kittens and the mother cat and Cutie and Cutie's and Alay's brother! I barely recognized him -- he's large and wooly now. But strangely the one black kitten that has been the friendly one, "She" has a white chin, was not there. {-Could this be Benz?} And Cutie was not nice to me. Maybe it's all those other cats. /// The kittens showed up again -- "all" of them. After going to see Mark, I went to the Metro library thinking that I would ask for a computer and then walk out and go to "Trader Joes" and then return. But I was surprised when I got a computer right away after pointing out to them that one was empty. So I was glad that I had brought in with me my file folder of papers. But ran into a printing problem that I have never encountered until now. A woman there gave me instructions on how to deal with it. And I think I had 45 minutes on the computer! And I was finished when a guy came for it. The market is up again today. One of my stocks -- "Dotronix", suddenly went up and I have no idea why. 10,000 more of "Decisionlink" got bought today, so now I have 25,000 shares and it's up 45%! But the commissions are costing so much that I don't think that I will get my 100,000 shares. And "Tyco" went down $4.45!! But one of the stocks in the second account is now up to the $1,000 mark at 188% of the money - "Air Methods" -- it was a loser for a long long time! I think it might be the first one in this account to go above the $1,000. And the "Bigcharts" have returned to "normal". I now have $28 "Trader Joes" "Clif" bars and more cake. Alay having fun with my book. Worked 1.5.
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My body weight is now only 172! {pounds} /// I feel totally wiped out. Many strange dreams. I woke very early and thought that I was going to have a lot of extra time today. I avoided the chocolate and ate the "Clif" bars, but I could not get myself going. Chocolate "Ghirardelli" milk -- drops 20. I was finally able to get myself up after I went to the chocolate, and then found that the water is now off! How am I going to get any where like this? I must use my water jug to wash my hands with, and I can't take a shower. Why don't they do this in the morning?? Then it would not mess me up. It seems like everytime they have the water off, it's in the "Afternoon". I now have $8 ("Food 4 Less" apple fruits, banana fruits, apple fruit sauce and only 2 cartons of chicken eggs). My car is quitting on me some, but only at low speed or idle. I went to the Metro library again and thought that I would need to wait a long time, almost until closing, but I pointed out a computer and got on it and then the person never came for it. I own "Zila"! Finally, after all this time. It seems to have a week or less until the end of the Winddown. I hope I made a good buy. I'm frustrated that I don't have more money to buy with. But it also bothers me that the stock market seems to be doing badly when it should be going up. And there are a number of Winddowns with my stocks and there seems to be an upset with them. What's going on? I now have $68 (paid). After I got to the house I showed mother my page, and pointed to it and said; "See, Swankie and Zila, on the same page". I also showed her what a Winddown is. She then said that she knew what I was talking about, but I don't think that she learned it. Like everything, she never pays attention to what I say. I have told her and shown her the Winddown several times in the past and she did not learn it. Worked 0.0.
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/// Alay has been having her "low-head waddle" attacks recently and I am getting worried about her. So I have decided to pray with mother for a healing for Alay after I get to the house today or tonight. I now have $27 ("APS" double bill). I saw Virginia {?} on my way there with a man and then after I walked in, they came walking in! I was behind them on my way to "APS" as I was coming out of the park, so I don't know how they got there after I did. I don't see how she could not have recognized me but she showed no sign that she did. I did not, and do not, want to have anything to do with her. Then I headed for the library but stopped on the way for a bit of gasoline because the tank seemed to be close to empty, although I had gone only 273.7 miles. So I now have $24. I was very disappointed that nothing great happened with any of my stocks -- I had high hopes that something would. I really need it!!! I've been waiting a long time!!! Will it ever happen??? Although the market WAS up, and "Zila" went up a bit to be a bit more than what I put in. But most stocks seemed to be down. After I got to the house, mother and I prayed about Alay. What was said basically was that the Lord will not heal Alay and that when she goes, she will be free of all problems and that I will be rewarded for taking care of Alay. (I did not think of that. I have not done it for a reward. I wish Alay was better. I wish I could do more for her. I think she deserves a better life. If I could make her better, I would. It's enough to cry over.) And that demons like to fly around at night to cause havoc, and that that's what happened to me a few nights ago on T02A08Bante. I talked to a nice woman at "Schwab" tonight. Worked 0.0.
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I am very down tonight. If this is not a bull market now, I dread the thought of having to wait ANOTHER year. And if so, then will it ever be a bull market again? The bad news seems to go on and on. I really need it to be a bull market. I hope it is. I need to start making some money!!! If it's a bad market all the time, then how do I make any money? I wish that every little thing did not pull down nearly all stocks. It seems that evil is in control of the stock market. I have been hoping that I can make a lot of money while I have Alay. /// I was cold all night! I have been avoiding putting on my sweaters because I want to save them for the outside. And I have been avoiding lighting the fire {at mother's house} because I want to save the wood for something more special because of a lack of wood. So I decided to go home early. Only being outside a few seconds and my hands are thoroughly cold. I was ready to get going, and the car would not start! Again! So I pushed my car into the carport and got started working on it to put in the new ignition control module and I had determined that there was no spark. This was around 11:30. So much for getting home early. Worked 0.0.
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I had barely got started working when there was spark! But I said to myself; I'm not going to play that game. I figured that it was not the coil because I put in a new one. So I figured that it must be, according to Mark, the ignition control module. And if it was bad, no spark or spark, then I should put in the new one. And although it was very cold, I was happy to do it. (And it helps immensely to be feeling fairly well.) I felt myself lucky that I had not gotten stranded somewhere on the street in the cold AND the dark with no house. Although this time I did not have a fire and I decided not to light it. Not to waste it and I figured that it would be a fairly simple and easy thing to do, to put in the module. I wanted to disconnect the battery for protection of the unit. Also I decided to take the battery out so that I could get to the bottom bolt. This led to a bunch of things! 1. For years, since "Kelly Clark" put in the radiator {and did a crappy job of it}, they put one hose clamp on the wrong way so that not only could it not be loosened, but it was gouging into the coolant reservoir. I've been wanting to do something about it for a long time. So what I did was, rather than disconnecting the coolant hose, I took the clamp all the way off and then put it on again. 2. The bolt that holds the battery pan was loose and I could not tighten it. So I got some plumber's strap and put a piece of it on the main metal and then put the the pan in over it, at least so that it is not as loose. 3. I found that the battery hold down bolt was loose. So I made it tight and got a washer and put it in. 4. The positive battery clamp was busted! But fortunately for me, there has been a new one hanging up in the garage for years - missing the bolt. So I got it and switched parts and put it in. 5. Also, the other clamp (negative), was not really tight enough. So I got some more plumber's strap and made a ring to fit around the post inside the clamp - and it worked! {Obviously I wasn't a good mechanic if I did not check to see if the battery connections were tight. Maybe that was my quitting problem. And Mark obviously did not look over my car either, he was only relying on what I was telling him.} 6. I found the metal wall behind the unit to be bent in, so I pounded it with a hammer. 7. I put in the new module unit (not all in this order). This was around 230 (at 109,939 miles). So again I checked, and there was spark. So I put everything away (I also had brought down from upstairs my plug-in lights and I used one of them instead of my flashlight), and I was trying to get going home. -- At this point, I was starting to get bad and I was getting very slow (I had lasted a long time). Mother had been sleeping away, but then she came out and gripe, gripe, gripe, about every little thing. Which made it more difficult for me when I had this crisis and I was doing my best to be on my way. I had been slaving away on my car for 3 hours. Did mother care? Did she think about my problem? No. Then I got Puddypie and started up the motor and then headed for home. Then a few miles along and my clutch cable started busting!!! I could barely believe it. And my clutch cable wrench that I had made was at the house! I was leaving it behind. I had no idea that I was going to need it this soon. As I was getting farther away from the house, I thought about turning around to go and get it. But that would mean more shifting, so I decided not to. And I thought; I think I have a wrench at home. So I shifted as least as I could and got home. At one point I shifted directly from second to fourth. This is the first that I have ever done that. All night, I never did get warmed up. Cold all night. /// So the next day, I was faced with needing to get a new cable. So I got out my bike, and rode over to "Checker" to check on a cable for my car. Again, like last time, I did not have enough money to buy one! But I had found my receipt. But they did not have the one that I was looking for. And no other "Checker" had it, I was told. I would need to wait several days for it to come in. I did not want to wait, I wanted to get to the house by tonight! But they did have the more expensive one, the one that is not any better that comes in the large blue box that one must pay more for (about $15 more). So I thought; well that's better than nothing. So the guy, a very young guy, put it on hold for me. So I rode home and took out the cable and returned with it to "Checker". There were at least 3 bundles of wires on it that had busted. So then I came in and said to the same guy; I'm ready. I think he was surprised to see me so soon. I think that we had talked it over earlier and I thought that I was going to need to pay more money in order to do an exchange because of the difference in price. But to my surprise, he let me have it with no money! So I rode home and then put it in. This whole thing did not take long and so I finished and got loaded up and went to the house! The cable had lasted only about 3 and a half months!! The shortest ever of any of the cables. (From 107,636 to 109,949 -- that's only 2,313 miles!) Worked 2.5.
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Not having a good time with burping and some pains and a slight shiver attack. /// I now have $12 (gasoline). Worked 5.5.
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/// Chocolate "Hershey's" milk -- drops 42 and 38 and 40 = 120. / Chocolate "Hershey's" milk --- drops 40. When I left the house tonight, the Omni's miles were 110,000 miles exactly! I forgot to mention, I think it was the first night, that the Omni quit on me again! I thought I had solved that problem! Actually, I thought that I had found the problem a bunch of times: 1. I thought it was the choke not working. 2. The fuel filter getting plugged up. 3. The barely connected connection to the coil. 4. The busted connection to the and into the distributor cap. 5. The half way connected connection I found near the battery. 6. The coil. 7. The ignition control module. But it started again. And later the same night, it started to quit on me again when I was starting up from Greenway, but I rapidly revved it up and it didn't. So I conclude that I had 2 quitting problems, the one should now be solved. The other I think must be my bad carburetor. I now have $3 (bakery outlet -- bread and a free cake). I now have $83 (paid). Worked 1.0.
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/// Chocolate "Hershey's" milk -- drops 40 and 40 and 40 then 40 then 40 = 200. I went to the office and Sherri was there! So I told her about and talked over a bit, the park problems: 1. The loud mexican music. 2. The cat / people problems. 3. The new water pipes. Then I went to "Food 4 Less" and bought around 44.8 pounds of fairly large apple fruits. So I now have $63. So then I went to "Target" and found the seat covers that I was looking for. They only had the 2 colors. I thought I had wanted to buy the pink one, but it seemed very faded out as compared to the advertisement. So I bought the "blue". And get this; it is a light blue that will go with my car, and it has on it; "HELLO KITTY"! (But only 1 comes in a box so I went looking for another one later after the library.) So I now have $45. I then went to "Walmart" to take a look at the "Kleenex" (at $1.17!). And then I returned to "Target" and bought 27 boxes at only c89. So now I have $19. Then I went to the library. I now have $18. I wish the stock market would do something! I'm very frustrated now! I must be "down". I canceled my buy for "Decisionlink" because the stock is doing absolutely nothing (now I'm thinking like a day trader). And I was thinking of selling out of "Zila". It seems to be going down. How do I make some money?? If I sell out of "Zila", I will be losing money. But I have seen too many of my stocks go down and I did nothing about it. And if I don't make enough trades, "Schwab" will take the money from me anyway. I also tried to get a copy of "Zila", but wasted c40 in doing so (c20 per copy). Worked 0.0.
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/// Chocolate "Hershey's" milk -- drops "40" and "40" and "40" and "40" - these are very small, they're difficult to count! = "160". / Chocolate "Ghirardelli" milk --- drops 20 then 20. I went to the library to see that the stock market is doing a little bit better. But why is "Bioject" going down? And "Zila" seems that it is most likely going down, so I put in a sell for it: I will lose money. And it occurred to me that I don't have enough money to go looking for another car seat cover, so I didn't. But both accounts are up more than $100. And "Laserscope", has been in perhaps the most beautiful Winddown that I have ever seen. A near perfect Winddown. (And I have been trying to get a copy of it for days, but the chart keeps changing for one thing.) And it came to the end of the Winddown and shot straight up! It is now at 355%! of the money. And I got a copy of it and later showed it to mother. My life will be much better if or when it is a bull market and I am making some money. But only because one stock goes up does not mean that I will be getting rich anytime soon because almost all of my stocks have been beaten down and down and down by the bear market for nearly two years and so it will take a long time for them to recover only up to where I bought them. Worked 5.0.
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I worked on my starship design again tonight, it's been a long time since I have been able to work on it. It is proving to be very difficult to settle on a simple design. /// Chocolate "Hershey's" milk --- drops 40 and 40 and 40 and 40 = 160. / I now have $42 (library). The market was up a little bit again today. There has been some sort of upset with "Bioject" for a long time now. It has been zig zagging up and down. But looked at the "decade" chart, it seems to be headed up. And "Laserscope" went up higher! It is now at 372%. But "Zila" got sold. I lost money! I lost $60 -- the commissions. Then I went to a third "Target" and bought a second seat cover for my car. I now have $24. Then I went to the house and mother was in a very bad mood. It was grip, grip, grip. She complained about me leaving the door open {to come in}. She complained that I had not put up the plastic strip above the oven. She complained about not having someone to do all the little things. (What is she talking about?) She was complaining from when I walked in the door. Then later she complained about me eating up her canned soup. {I did not eat any canned soup tonight.} And she complained about me giving her free stuff -- the bread and the fruit and the cake. And she complained that her "sawhorse" was gone. I went {walked upstairs} to Eric's office to ask the woman he has working there if she knew anything about the "sawhorse", and she said no (in more words than that). Then we talked for awhile. I found "Lexx" on tonight! I missed half of it. Worked 5.5.
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A strange occurrence: It seemed that I was followed tonight. Between Greenway and Bell, I saw something in the street and turned around to look at it as I do once in awhile. Then I turned around again and continued on my way well ahead of at least two vehicles. I'm usually in the middle lane at this point, soon to get into the right lane to make my turn onto Bell. But at this point, I had turned into the lefty lane and stayed there because of a car and a truck well behind me. Or was this between Thunderbird and Greenway? I was going my usual speed of about 36 or 37. After awhile I noticed that the car and the truck was not catching up to me. This made me suspicious because most traffic goes around 50 or 55. But could they both be following me I wondered? But as I was coming to Bell, I saw the truck move over into the right lane (from which lane?). The car was in the middle lane. So for me that eliminated the truck, and the car was not in the left or the right, so I speeded up a bit and moved across into the right lane ahead of the truck and the car. Then I turned onto Bell and I lost track of the truck (maybe it went straight). I turned and moved into the left lane. I did not see the car for awhile which again made me suspicious. "He" must have slowed way down like "he" was following me. Then "he" came around the corner and then after a little while, "he" moved into the left lane (my lane) which made me more nervous. I went "down" the street (east) for awhile until I came to the second light and turned left. "He" continued straight but then "he" slowed down and either turned into a parting lot or made a U-turn. I turned left into a parking lot and made my way to Bell again and stopped there and waited. The car was a small very dark colored car, and I think it might have been a "BMW". Then as I was waiting there, along came a very dark small car. It was a dark green and it went by me going west. So I turned out behind it, but the car disappeared up ahead of me. I continued on to go home. If this was the same car, then the car was dark green. Why would some one be following me? Did they think that I might be someone else? I was never able to see who was in the car. {Am I too damn sensitive to people doing things to me?} /// Chocolate "Ghirardelli" milk -- drops 20 and 20 and 20 = 60. Today, I see out my window that and large grey tom cat is after the black mother cat! I think he must be the father of Swankie and Zila because he is exactly like Zila but with a fat face. After coming out today, I spray on the "battery protector" on the battery clamps because I had recently redid the clamps. Then I put on the new "NAPA" radiator cap, hoping that that will solve my coolant leak problem. Then I took off the why-to-thin lousy left seat cover which by now is torn open on the left, and I put on the new light blue "Hello Kitty" seat cover! It fits fairly well, it could fit better, but it is a lot prettier than I thought it would be. These three at miles 110,127. Then I went to "Food 4 Less" to buy some banana fruits, but did not. They were not good ones. But instead I bought a box of canned soup for mother. Chicken noodle. So I now have $12. I now have $0! "Pets mart" - cat food. When I got to the house and mother saw the soup, she started complaining. And I said; Are you complaining? Mother is the sort of person who will complain about something that is free! Worked 4.0.
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